one can't stay between two worlds. one has to make a choice. 結(jié)尾的結(jié)論:上帝即愛不管是高尚的愛還是低賤的愛這樣的結(jié)論是父親的逃避和慰藉對(duì)于上帝的搜尋到底屬不屬于“內(nèi)心空蕩充滿骯臟絕望的理智者
in stories, things turn out the ways the author wants. and in the real life, they don't always. i'm afraid my murder would be like my bridge, i'd make a stupid mistake and never realize it.