Life is immense. The land is too big a ship. Nevertheless you can only hear the sea from the land. And the music of the land is surely God's music, but definitely not God's Solo. There's still so many strings one may touch. We were not born on a ship and won't end here anyway.
No matter what kind of freak u are, believe in YOURSELF. Nothing is more important than ur own mind. Handle the level. Living an unhappy and unpredictable life.